| Wednesday, May 9, 2007 |
| Alienated .. |
Most of the times it was my choice to have a break from friends and family and thought that was healthy and would give me a chance to renew whatever it is we have, but what i haven't seen coming is the fact that people don't get it and i get blamed for wanting to overcome boredom, not only that i get to lose friends instead of bonding more.
It's sort of a stupid concept but who said i'm smart !!
Apparently being alienated is mostly my choice in the first place, so what bothers me so much is the question i asked myself and figured out i get lonely sometimes and need my friends to be there for me whenever their friend needs them. And the real friends should get that stupid concept and deal with it.
But i've always been the big ear or the nice talkative one in outings and stuff: a fun-buddy more than a friend and the moment i get crappy moods, i'm out of whatever the thing is.
It's pretty humiliating owning up to such stuff, but it's true. I've always been just a fun-buddy who gets alienated and searches for other people hoping they'd be his friends, yet the cycle continues.
Guess i'm doomed to searching.. |
posted by Sherif _ الهراوي @ 6:46 PM  |
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